weekend

WOW. this weekend is crazy...
i dont even know where to start. so friday i went to class in the morning. my one and only class that day, freakin waste of gas. so after that i wanted to see if debbie is working so i can visit her. but thats not till 6 at night. so i was like what to dooo what to dooo.
I ended up calling kevin cause ive been thinking,and i guess i was ready to talk three days after that incident. O_O..im indecisive and my mood is always changing dflsdjf lsdfjsldjf. haha so i found out that he was with debbie and matt at ikea when i called him so deb texted me saying ";]" haha! betch... so i picked him up infront of matt's house then we went allll the way to chino so i can see his new house.

anyway...i seriously have misinterpretation problems. i think? what i got from him before was that he doesnt want to be with me anymore at all. EVER. so i have set my mind of "never going to happen at all " so after the past few weeks ive been trying to just move on, forget about it. and that day i seriously did not expect anything.

then suddenly while we were in his room he goes "hey, do you think there will ever be an "us" again?"
so i was like wtf? uhhh idk...i really dont know.
so he explains to me what he meant the last time we talked, and he meant that he wanted to wait a little bit longer.
then he gets closer and closer and hugs me. and it all came down cause im weak like that. atleast when it comes to him.
i didnt mean that thie whole scenario was bad, i meant it in a good way.
i dont know how this will turn out but im really happy right now. seriously i am. :]
we talked about things that went wrong and how to make it better. it seems to be much better now.
like ashley said "just take it as it is" so i did, i let go of everything that happened before and start new :]

SO later that day i hung out with ash. went ot huntington to eat at this japanese place. its pretty cool, you get to cook your own meat in a bbq pit int the middle of your table. i guess its different from t hose korean bbq places. BUT the highlight of that restaurant was our drenching hott server hahahh. he was soooo hottt. he has that smile that just makes you nervous lmao. he kneels down to on the floor so he can talk to us face to face. omg sooo cuuutee and polite. we left our numbers after and wrote "CALL ME!" hahah, he never called :[ lol

more things happened but im too lazyyyy so tootles for now yall