internalizing what people think of me
if you think of me that way then ill be like that to you.
anywhere is home except my house

so i think i might be going crazy...........


no im not serious sheesh. or AM I? haha
well today i went to deb's and was telling her about last weekend and my week so far.
everything i pretty much told her happened but in different order than it actually is, but in my head it totally made sense...until i realized that i didnt do that the same day wtf...O_o
you know what i mean? (i dont even know who im talkin to while writing this haha)


before i start, i want to make sure the today is wednesday..ok it is...haha..
i know i went to forever 21 and i specifically told deb that i went yesterday. then i told her story about how i finished my bio paper on sunday but before i even started with the paper i tried every excuse to lag on it. so i told her that i played the DS, i went to quickly, then i went to the mall to go to forever 21, then i went to costco, then kevin came over, we were supposed to study but we fell asleep O_O.

then deb was like, i thought you went to forever 21 yesterday? and i was like OH YEAH. WTF...
so i realized that I DID go there yesterday cause i only had a night class.
then i realized that me and kevin didnt fall asleep yesterday, that was monday cause he didnt have work.
and i realized that i didnt go to quickly on sunday, i went yesterday..(tuesday) and me and kevin actually studied for sociology yesterday without falling asleep..

UGH oh my goodness what wrong with me?! it totally made sense to me when i said it to deb.

well here's is what really happened (i cant remember all of it but from my analysis right now heres what i got so far)
SAT- studied with matt at fullerton, then spent time with kevin at night cause he didnt go to work that day
SUNDAY- woke up early, didnt know what i did after, then tried to do my paper but lagged it so i watched TV and played DS and other crap i dont remember, ended up finishing the paper that night.
MONDAY- school, TRIED to study with kev but we fell asleep cause of food coma?, then idk what happened after that
TUESDAY- woke up early again, didnt know what i did after, then went to quickly got milk tea, went to forever 21, went to costco, then went back home, then kev came over and we ACTUALLY studied, then uh i think he left.
TODAY- school, home, deb's house, and back home again

NOW im here!
so yes there you go.
im really worried about my brain. oh myyyy..

so yeah. i hate my parents.

its needs to stop

so i think i have a problem.
and it seriously needs to stop.
sighhhhh